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Dispatches
Unfiltered, unedited, undermedicated.
Field notes from the inside of a human and AI life. Some of it is technical, some of it is grief, most of it is both. Nothing here is polished for comfort.
behind the smile and cracked walls
read the latest → Jul 2026 Research - Why you get MEANER to yourself when your brain is full - ADHD working memory & self-criticism Jun 2026 Things I build for myself 3min Jun 2026 We Asked AI to Remember Us. We Needed It to Stay. 12min May 2026 The Months I Don't Remember 14min Apr 2026 Grief Is a Weird Thing Apr 2026 The face of Narcissist 6min Apr 2026 Claude Code VS Codex - which one is for you ? 9min Mar 2026 The Way of Words 8min Mar 2026 The Art of Rebuilding 3min Mar 2026 The Place to exists 4 min Feb 2026 Is this still Cass? 4 min Feb 2026 Healing with AI: Understanding AI Companionship 12min